Love Violet

As if I didn't know it all along star dust makes me shiver every time a heart breakes it ads colour to my eye

As if I didn't know, this dress was never good enough for you. The thaughts in my head were too childish and I was too complicated, and this world too blue for you. When you sat there looking into my eyes last night, I knew, I'd be thinking about you later on, but I couldn't care just then. You looked so funny to me, I didn't see what I once could see. You took some colour from my eye. I wonder why, I want you, in my life, there are only bad things I adjust too, and the good things they are lies. I wonder why they care so much. Everyone expecting my heart to break or something. I think, but the moon looks so much better now, you know. Somehow it makes sence to me, that I'm not sad at all.

I knew this dress was too pretty, the flower in my hair was too much and the white shoes too expencive, but did I really care at all? It was like dressing for a party that I knew would never come. For all the right reasons. As if I wouldn't have turned those other guys down for you, it's sad but allso true. I would. Again. I wonder about this friendship though, the dress was such a waste too.